deception!!!!
ok, i will go into it laterr on.
i'm feeeling really down right now. ):
the day went on alright and i think i did pass my compo. (=
but, .... i failed my f&n. i got a single digit. wth. =.=
cher asked me why never study?
...
you think i got time mar? that day do research, study i-forget-what, and alrdy no time lor.
i reached home damn late la, and den started my work immediately alrdy lehz.
whatever, i had only me, myself to blame.
damn myself.
i'm really pissed offf la. all the lies and everything, i had enough already.
should i be thankful or what that you're motivating me to do even better? or should i be feeling cheated?
well, you tell me. i really dont know what to say/do.
not the first time already and yet.. i'm still so pissed. i dislike liars, i detest liars and i hate liars.
this motivation is so great. ya, so very great.
ha, is shouldn't have believe whatever you have said. too late, but from now on, i wont believe anymore.
no more of your tales.
selfish not enough, you must lie? ):
i'm never a fool, so stop telling me your tales. i just dont want to make things become too stiff.
ty eliza for helping me say those special words. ^_^
lesson learnt: not to trust others easily, anymore.
reason: because i dont like the feeling of being hurt.
dont ask who i talking abt, i wont say. i'll only say it when i feel like it.
i'm alright, very alright. thankyou.
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went home, told my mother my f&n mark/ she so shock, but only say nvm. HA, good hor?
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i'm hurt again.
i'm never as strong as you thought me to be.
i wish you're there right now.
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chat with ivan and feeling better. ^_^
ivan, ty for teaching me chemistry. seems to remember some parts, showing that i'm not dreaming in class. ^_^
random thoughts
难道我的感受就那么的不重要吗？
还是在你心里，最在乎的只有自己呢？
你其实是在乎的？
please tell me what to do, i'm really lost.
> ):
am i always there one you think of when you're feeling down?
PS. tmr is valentine, no one special, but great friends. :D
bought sth for the class/friends. ^_^
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